Friday, March 09, 2007,11:00 pm
I'm back. Not that this vacation hasn't done me any good, but I'm just so disconnected from the whole world lately, indulging in my homework, OAC, and neglecting other aspects of my life. I kept telling myself to be joyful, but the tiredness just sets in. Tired^99.
So I've decided to slow down. Be back myself. That makes life so much easier to live. No more zoning out, no more headaches, no more late nights.
I know YL is just around the corner, that I may screw up blocks, and maybe what I've done have all gone to waste. But one thing for sure, I'm not going to look back. I don't want to take strides which I can't handle too; I may end up losing my balance. I just want to stay put and still know that God is above. I will lean not on my own strength.
Well, at least I know that I've taken back more than what I've lost. That makes this vacation a pretty cheap investment after all =).