Saturday, June 17, 2006,5:50 pm
The ALL-TIME GREAT LAND CHIEF JINGKAI, with his BRILLIANT navigation and orientation skills, brought me on a day tour of clarke quay, accept that we didn't ask for it. The package included an hour walk from the mrt station, round the Fort Canning, countless bridges, weird road names (Magazine Road?), jaywalks, car honks, farts of black gas, swaying trees, empty speaker's corner, until we walked pass our supposed destination 65 South Bridge Road 3 times. That's pretty demoralising already. LUckily we decided to meet 1 1/2 hours early. I didn't have time to warm up.
I need faith. I need faith in my music and my band mates and most importantly, myself. But I dunno how to achieve that. The beginning was totally horrible and I could feel it. Everyone could. But it got better and thats alright. (Just a consolation).
I need timeeeeeeee.
And don't watch Silent Hill. Its way too videogamey. And gory.